Saturday, October 16, 2010

at the time


Whats the meaning of this havent i done enough for you.
You screwed out of my future i gave my love to you.
You hurt my soul you scared my heart.
now im stuck hear waiting for my a new start.

you never cared if i had enough to live.
although all i did for you was give.
You threw me away when i needed you to care.
when i cried you were never there.

please tell me what have i done to deserve this?
am i alone in this love we share? is it worthless.
you left me for him and hes not half the man i am.
you shouldve told me i couldve changed my plan.

when this go wrong and we turn different paths.
you shouldve let me know not just sit there and laugh.
i fell in love with a heartless woman.
i woman who hurt me, better yet a girl not woman.

a girl who hasnt grown, a girl i couldve married.
i wouldve shared my life my kids, completely and gladly.
but now i just sit here staring at these 4walls beside me.
a room illl oneday fill with joy and oneday ill be happy.

ill be ok oneday and im sure youll be fine.
and ill find a love i can call “my love”, but this is gonna take one day at a time.